i had lunch with my HS friends then went to my blockamate's house for our sem-ender party thing. i didn't expect him to be there coz it's not really his thing to go to our block things unless she was there --by she, i mean the girl blockmate that she's closest with. so anyway, he was there and i (admit) was a little jealous. GOD, WHY AM I AFFECTED? i found out that he picked up our other girl blockmate who, by the way, "used" to liked him (FYI, i still think she's not over him) GAAAAHH!! they were freakin' alone in his car for about 30-45 mins :(( asdfghjkl
we were playing rockband. i think he was singing Creep by Radiohead. it was the first time that i actually heard him sing a song seriously. as i was watching him sing, i realized something. i was certain that i was gonna miss him for the whole semestral break. THIS WAS SO LIKE LAST YEAR'S SEMBREAK. NOOOOOOOOO~!!! I AM FALLING FOR HIM AGAIN. WHY AM I SO PATHETIC? THIS IS THE 4TH-5TH THAT I'VE FALLEN FOR HIM IN THE SPAN OF 1 1/2 YEARS THAT I'VE KNOWN HIM. AND WE'RE NOT THAT EVEN CLOSE AND YET...
I WON'T SEE HIM FOR 3 WEEKS. THERE'S NO REASON FOR US TO TALK. HE IS ALWAYS INVISIBLE AT Y!M.... yeah. it's another i-am-deprived-of-my-crush break for me. :(
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